Monday, April 24, 2006 at 3:12 PM
23.04.06, sundayit was sucha fun day today. i went to darling's house. was so happy with him. missin him right now. (X his soooooooo mine. ^^
24.06.06, monday
today wasnt a nice day AT ALL ! i wasnt feeling even good about anything. im always pretending to be. ALWAYS ~ so glad ppl cant see through the fucking act. rib cage hurts like shiat today. plus the back aches like shit. goddamit. im so freaking URGHHH~ i dun wanna say it.. actually wanna walk with you but i dint. so sorry, i wanna tell you alot of things, but i dunno how to put it. its difficult. becos i know u are not very happy with things now, still. i gtta wait. thats all i can do for YOU. so GONT * if u understands this. its so freaking LUFNIAP. sobs. :( SO !! today, i kept stoning. & i cant stop it either. tmr maybe another day of stoning. i wanna do well for mid-year. but it seems difficult for me. REAL difficult. missin you so much now. and dint even talked for the whole day tdy !
haiz !!!so pain. so pain. so pain. hao xiang ni oh ~ hao xiang hao xiang hao xiang ni ~ miss you like FENG ZI LIDDAT. but wad can i do.. nothing now. becos i know it takes time to heal. but some things you're doing.. ahh ~ nvm. HAIX. my heart cracking into pieces le. budden dunno why when it cracks alrdy, den have the hole hole den have space right, then can put in some more pain de lehh. my heart very nai yong. lolz. hahahah. ok, im siao alrdy. fucking shiat. back so pain. rib cage so pain. i wan u to sayang sayang me. but u nv. :( sobs sobs sobs sobs. i miss you baby. i love you baby. HAO AI HAO AI NI. NI ZHI DAO MAH ?! wo bu ke yi mei you ni .. HAIXXXXX !!!!!!!!!! muacks muacks !!
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